From reading the Books written by Paul, one sure thing stands out. He knew what He was called to do. In most of his introductions He says calls himself an Apostle. The one I like is the one in 1 Corinthians 1:1"Paul, called to be an apostle of Jesus Christ through the will of God ,..." It seems that it was not his own doing and it was not by his strength that He was chosen to be an apostle. It was just simply the will of God. It is important to step into the will of God for our lives. What is the will of God for your life? What does God want you to do? We are not to step into a will that we are not called into, it is called stealing. This will never bring peace and it will always cause you to strife within yourself and with others. Peace comes from yielding ourselfs to the will of God. (yielding to righteousness Romans 6:13). Yielding to what God has called us to do does not require our strength but it requires surrender.
Seasoned non judgemental progressive counsellor